Never again
Going down memory lane never turns out the way you expect it. I guess it’s a surreal feeling of both being back to “that” place with yourself, and being so removed from it at the same time. You really can’t go backwards…even if you tried, the feeling doesn’t stay. And what you find is the ground from which you stood on before all of it happened.
And no matter how you slice it, the facts are the facts. Reality is very definite. It’s the challenge of being torn into different directions day to day trying to make sense of all of it. Being practical becomes a goal, and feelings..and desires take the backseat for awhile. Its starting from one again…and taking it one day at a time.
What does it all mean..will I ever find my happy ending..what am i missing…would like to know where I am in five years..if I am settled with myself at least.

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