Grounded
What I know now that I didn’t know 2 years ago:
1) we are in flux with feelings and thoughts all the time. that trusting that instead of the feeling or thought itself will help in dealing with it.
2) a relationship is a pretty concept. the actual being in it is not. and tossed with all of that is the concept of you. neither really is clear or has finite end points or facts because just like everything else, it is in flux.
3) knowing what i want is the hardest thing to figure out. sounds ridiculous..i know. i realize that i usually do anything just to find out my own reaction of it. kind of not a good thing all the time but it was a way through it..which is more than not going through it.
4) i’m a working progress in my profession, in my relationship, and in myself. writing and reading back on my writings helps me take temperature on how i’ve been doing. i usually write more when things are moving too fast for me.
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